Though I never Forget Him..

changed account

2006-06-03T20:47:34Z

I changed my account to riisuchan even there is still empty. Lol
See you there.

thanks^^

It has been a long time...

2006-04-26T04:03:28Z

Nyaa~ It has been a very very loong timeee.... I don't remember when I visited LJ for the last time ^^; Yesh yesh.... I lost My internet as usual.. because my So-Not-Too-bad-Old-Brother Ughuuu.... and after my internet I have to lost my beloved computer...... yesh yesh... no arts, no updates, and I almost lost my database... And My dad won't reapair it.. Poor my little computer.. Since My scores are bad [last time i do the exams] I don't know when I'll get my internet back.. What an useless me... *cries*

......

2005-12-28T07:13:45Z

HAPYY NEW YEAR FOR EVERYONE!

I just crazy and bored. It sucks not have internet in holiday.. and I'm lack of money so can't go to net cafe.. *cries* and Have artist block again... haha lol, it happens when I don't have internet XD XD

My parents go to Makkah, and when I just thought "It's Freedom"! My grandma comes and O_o;;
Better have my parents around ^^;

I have fun & bad times in Cidahu... and I don't wish to repeat the same mistakes there..
Seniors are always scary..

I don't know.. I just tired and want to sleep... {I Always sleepy XD)

just a little out rantz..

2005-12-11T05:51:35Z

Why, my parents really make me mad...
All they're saying is just,"study!", "don't play internet", "play outside!","wake up early!",etc..

They just not let me do what I want...

but that's ok.. I'm getting used..

Just yesterday, Me & My bro mad at my lil sis 'cause she really.. noisy because all she do is talking talking and talking.. I feel like want to nailed her mouth =_=;;
After we scolded her, She was crying... bah..

Them my parents scolded me, for what have I done...
I just told Her to SHUT HER MOUTH. Because She is sooo noisy, and I was in bad mood.

But my parents say,"you are very cruel to your sis, blablablablablabla.." I don't want to hear the rest, sucks. Me & My bro close our mouth. Angry that they just love my sis.
When it turns to me, they wouldn't to that.

My dad said he won't buy me tablet because of that. only because I mad at my sis, only because I wake up late..
ONly because of that, he won't buy me tablet & Throw away my internet!!

not only that..

My sis just deleted mt Harvest Moon data that I've been worked so hard for it.
I scolded her, and yeah.. my parent mad at me again.
It Was her Fault to deleted my data, my work, my tears. I have been worked so hard for that game.. I stay up late, I get bad score...

but now, It's gone.
and it was I to be blamed not her.. But that's all her fault, not mine.

I want to cry at that time, I want to slap my sis face if I see her.
But I can't do that, my parents will throw me from the house.. if I do that.

Now I feel like I don't want to go home....................................................................

They even don't know I'm leaving the house.

It's nothing, but I felt soo... soo.. sad.
That they're mad at me, even when it's not my fault.

I know that my sis better than me. She has many talent and she is smart. Not like me and My bro that have less talent and always get bad scores.

Still....

rasanya gimana gituuu... kyknya giliran sayang2an adek gw yang kena..
Giliran lagi marah2 gw yang kena. Kyaknya melakukan apa aja salah.

Sebel...

Besok ada ujian... mood gw keburu turun.
EGP ah..

So busy and I'm tired..

2005-11-25T18:35:49Z

I'm soo tired.. Soo busy for my school and i always get ugly ugly scores for my exams..
*cries* I'm not smart at all.. T___T
Then I get frustrated...
Maybe I need refreshing.. I'm too tired..

Sorry guys if I haven't comments on your journal..

Uh-huh.. someone stole my notebooks..

Cries..

2005-11-11T07:25:47Z

Dun want to go to schooll!!
School is definitely boriinggg!!! I don't want to go to school!! >__<

The teachers are annoying and boring...

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I'm going to puncak in this rainy season and end of holiday.... =_=;; Hate this...

seven Meme..

2005-11-06T14:52:16Z

I kond of like this XD

Seven things I plan to do before I die:

1. Kiss Luc
2. have my deviantart page over than 1.000.000
3. Say goodbye to everyone
4. buy Ps 3,PSP, and nintendo DS
5. Get 177 Radiata characters
6. Watch LOST final Episode.
7. Make a Doujinshi

Seven Celebrity Crushes:
..........Anime please..

1. Kira Yamato [Seed Destiny]
2. Auel Sneider [seed Destiny]
3. Akira Touya [Hikaru no Go]
4. Athrun Zala [Seed Destiny]
5. Hikaru Shindo [Hikaru no Go]
6. MakubeX [Get Backers]
7. Neji Hyuuga [Naruto]

Seven Celebrity crushes
.... games charas....

1. Luc [suikoden]
2. Tir Mcdohl [Suikoden]
3. Sasarai [Suikoden]
4. Leon Geeste [Star Ocean 2]
5. Albel Nox [Star Ocean 3]
6. Vincent valentine [Final Fantasi VII]
7. jack Russel [Radiata Stories]

Seven often repeated words/phrases:

1. "Well.. yeah"
2. "WTF?!'
3. "...sucks..."
4. "So..."
5. "Hohohohohoho ^0^"
6. "I'm gonna kick your-ass"
7. "Naay~ Forgive meee~"

Seven physical traits I look for in the opposite sex:

1. Smiley or Frowniey?
2. Nice or No?
3. Height
4. Hobbies
5. Smart or No
6. Similarity
7. Way to think

Baah.. not goood~

red_amethyst @ 2005-11-04T23:00:00

2005-11-04T15:28:19Z

Happy Lebaran Everyoneee!!
Minal Aidin walfaidzin Mohon Maaf lahir dan batin!!
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I'm boooreeeeedd~ Huhuhuhuhu.. Is there anything I can doo?

Hahahaha.. lacus

Huuuh.. Kira..

red_amethyst @ 2005-10-30T23:02:00

2005-10-30T16:03:03Z

Haha... Costum party?
haloween meme..
red_amethyst's Halloween party:

bleedyourshadow dressed as something red, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
faytlinegod dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
jurhael dressed as a laser printer.
kagu_chan dressed as your aunt.
kat6291 dressed as a new superhero: Alien Beetle.
misaki_sagara dressed as Optimus Prime, and it suited them all too well.
star_flare dressed as a leather devil.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
Created with phpNonsense

Rarely Come

2005-10-19T03:43:05Z

Long time no see guys.. Forgive me if I rarely come here...
It's because my sucks internet!! damn it!

And thus, my brother ALWAYS use it when I want to use it!! I can't stand it!!
I feel lazy to go to Net cafe,,, It takes my time.
So I just played in my school... but really,, The connection is very very very sloooow!!!

Dear God, why don't you let me play??

Anyways, I don't feel so good these days. My artist block drive me crazy!

Just.. someone can help me...??

Strange.

2005-06-19T16:11:38Z

I'm not updating for a loong time.I can;t open LJ with my computer!! strange... strange... I wonder if i can open LJ tommorow??

Phew

2005-05-21T05:27:15Z

at least I can go to LJ... Because my freky internet I can't open LJ. Now, I can active again^^ I'm so sorry for my long absence^^
Bah, strange...
Well, Im so happy that exams are finished. Just 2 more^^ Then it's FREEDOM!

Ugh, i must search for new high school... bah.

Dear God... Monday's test!!

2005-04-17T07:16:36Z

Great, There will be tests at Monday but I'm not going to study... Right, I'm too lazy..
I don't know when I'll become Dilligent. >.<
Well, who care anyway? I'll go studying this night.. right. This night...

Anyway, I made some icons... Ergh, i'm still practising tough ^^;;

,,

red_amethyst @ 2005-04-01T22:37:00

2005-04-01T15:46:27Z

Tch...
I Had a bad score on the math test last day.... Bu to think i'm bad at it... >.< It makes me sick. Ihad enough of Math day!

I don'tknow my next school will be. There are 3 choices :
1. 70 : I want to go to this school, but my sport score isn;t good and his school is far from my house. I'm not smart so id on;t think i can enter this school. And thus, i hate trafic jam.
2. 34 : This school is closer than 70 but I don't like this school very much, don't know why. But i can meet my senpai there ^__^
Maybe i'll go to this school
3. LabSky : can i go to this school? It's 1 : 3000
From 3000, only 200 will be chosen. I don't think i can enter this school and i will be transfreed to Leci. Bah

That's why, i'm still confused where to go. God, please give me your way...

And also, I want to enter ITB for my university. But look at the TOEFL! It must be 500+!! Beats me! It's immposible for me, even it's still a looong time...
Yeah, I know.. Good School, good score, good place, good quality
But still..

By the way, i'm addicted with SHinn and Stellar pairing!! OMg, why i'm addicted to it??

All from the OP ^__^

Bah...

2005-03-16T14:38:20Z

A few days ago, I went to Bandung with my family... We were going to see my grandma's sister... and when I saw her condition.. It's Sooo Pathetic.
She can't move, eyes looking up, and soo thin and pale. She can't talk well too, as well with her memories.. Awfull >.<
My Mom said she like a "Living Dead" and I agree... I don't know how long is her age.. she is now 84 years old ^^;
Then We visited my grandma's brother. His house is small, but so lively. Really different from his sister ^^;
I like his garden. Soo pretty with many flowers!
My mom said He is very smart that he finished his college in US and got "Doctor" title...

Thenn.... I went to BSM and bought my Rotring!! I'm sooo happy! At least I have Rotring! I must use this well,,,, ^__^

Thennn... my school.. It's sooo boring... everyday we got math and english! Dear god.. I'm so boring with the lessons!
and these days, i got stomachace.. I went to bathroom for 3-4 times.. I wonder if I sick or something..

red_amethyst @ 2005-02-27T12:30:00

2005-02-27T05:34:19Z

My first test finished yesterday...
I'm so happy, but now I must welcome the new test. This march will be Try-Out test.
I just can't imagine...
Can I pass the test? I'm not smart girl... >.<
Can I enter good-nice High School? I don't know..

I think my head will blown up if I think about that...

Noooo!!!

2005-02-20T13:45:09Z

Oh no... tommorow my scripty-thingy must be finished... I don't know waht to do.. I made Very Much and Fatal mistakes!
Oh yeah.. I can't imgine that my test-teachers are That Freaky Guffy!! and that Nuke'!!
I don't know if I can pass the test or not... >.<

And Hell yeah! While I'm busy with this scripty, tommorow will be math test!!! Noooo!!

And and and...I'm not finished mt dA kiriban yet! @_@

Why I'm really have so many task to do???

Hello

2005-02-19T13:47:14Z

Hello. This is my first journal. So i'm kinda confused what to say...

Just say I have so many homeworks to do because of the school. That scripty-thingy is almost finished, but there are others homeworks. Really, this confusing day make me crazy! I'm feeling like my head going to blown up or something!

That's about my school...
Right now, I'm curently owrking with fanfiction disease! Yeah! I love making fanfiction. Specially yaoi-ish thingy! Hehehee...